Missing Pet Rock

Today while running, I came across something sad and funny. I don't know which.
There was a flyer of a pet rock with eyes, and the flyer said:
Missing Pet Rock
Name: Alejandro
Alejandro is a pet rock who is missing. He is easily distinguishable from other rocks. When approaching, please do not. Call animal control, he does not like being cornered. I AM SERIOUS. Call animal control. This is not a joke.
Thank you.
Haha I thought it was cute. The person obviously had nothing better to do. I wonder who did it.

Honestly

Honestly, I truly just feel so damn lonely sometimes. I know that nothing is wrong with me, that I am just shy, but I think people think that people think there is something wrong with me because I don't talk. I don't make eye contact either. Or talk a lot. Does that mean there is something wrong with me? I want to talk to people, but the words never come. I feel like I have nobody. Sure, I have the people on the cross country and track team, but I feel like they are just there, not really my friends. Some of them hint things that are mean, but most of them are ok. Its weird to think that my best friend for forever is just 1 locker away from me, we never talk anymore. She has a new boyfriend, got gorgeous, and got new mean, slutty friends, and she forgot about her quiet neighbor who talked like a maniac with her, who made her feel like she had someone to talk to. I felt ok, I felt fine. Now I feel alone and empty. People can be cruel, and I honestly don't know why. They think they can hide it when they talk to people, but they let it slip to let you know what they really mean, what they really want to do.. hurt you.  I just feel so sad sometimes, like I am falling under and no one see's me slip. No one notices that I am gone, no one cares enough to help. Is that what it will be like if I disappear? No one will notice, only me? Will anyone miss me? Will they regret the things they said?

Just a thing....

The lumineers are my new favorite band. I am obsessed.... Help. Does anyone look at this blog? Does anyone know i exist?
my new favorite quote

"Some are covered in flat, some in gloss. but one day your going to find someone who is iridescent, and when you do no one else will compare."~Wendeline Van Draaen.

Hello!

Hi. This is my first post. Mainly this blog will be about how if i will conquer my shyness by college in 4 years. I hope i do anyways. Hi. I'm maggie and i am a shy teenage girl. so shy in fact. I used to not be this way... I used to talk to everyone and be out going, but once i went to middle school, things gradually changed. It was gradual. I started talking again to all my friends in 8th grade, but once i got to high school i barley talk. yeah i still talk but not really. i also space out alot. I also stare into space and i hate getting attention. The other day i was spacing out in math class and the teacher said an easy question and she called on me. since i wasn't paying attention, she called on me... I was mortified. I think some people think I have something wrong with me because they use a different tone of voice with me, one that would be used with a small child. I do not have anything wrong with me at all, nor am i not smart. I am very smart in fact in almost every subject but math. I just need to change my spacing out... Yesterday in science, i was spacing out straight ahead and my teacher told me to look at her, she was to the left of the room. Everyone was looking at me. I got flustered and red and got really hot. I hate attention. it makes me nervous. Everyone at school knows that im shy. It's a title that will stick with me until college. When i go to college, i know that i have to grow up and face my fears. If i want to do well in a career i have to be social. The good thing about college is that no one knows who you were before, they only know what you are now.