Hello!

Hi. This is my first post. Mainly this blog will be about how if i will conquer my shyness by college in 4 years. I hope i do anyways. Hi. I'm maggie and i am a shy teenage girl. so shy in fact. I used to not be this way... I used to talk to everyone and be out going, but once i went to middle school, things gradually changed. It was gradual. I started talking again to all my friends in 8th grade, but once i got to high school i barley talk. yeah i still talk but not really. i also space out alot. I also stare into space and i hate getting attention. The other day i was spacing out in math class and the teacher said an easy question and she called on me. since i wasn't paying attention, she called on me... I was mortified. I think some people think I have something wrong with me because they use a different tone of voice with me, one that would be used with a small child. I do not have anything wrong with me at all, nor am i not smart. I am very smart in fact in almost every subject but math. I just need to change my spacing out... Yesterday in science, i was spacing out straight ahead and my teacher told me to look at her, she was to the left of the room. Everyone was looking at me. I got flustered and red and got really hot. I hate attention. it makes me nervous. Everyone at school knows that im shy. It's a title that will stick with me until college. When i go to college, i know that i have to grow up and face my fears. If i want to do well in a career i have to be social. The good thing about college is that no one knows who you were before, they only know what you are now.